So this feels like a huge ending of something for me. This work has helped greatly with my process of grieving. It is for me, for her and for all the things I can't say. I love to look at it. The photo does not do it justice. I want to live inside it.
I miss her so much and my heart still aches to have her hug me one more time. Words are not enough. I hope that she would have loved it...actually I am sure she would have and said mine mine mine to me. I can actually see her bouncing and holding it to her the way she used to when I made something she really wanted. There are so many things from this point forward in my life that I am doing for her. I made a few promises that I will keep, even if it takes the rest of my life.
I know that I am a slow poke with things and she was always impatient for me to get going with the things she wanted me to do. One is sharing my work in a bigger way. I haven't had much time to do that. Starting this site was one way that I am trying to keep that promise to her. I hope that by sharing what I do inspires someone else to keep creating beauty. Because that is the best way to honor life...by creating beauty and passing it on.
And for those that are interested I am calling this one, "Following the Sun", which has to do with the migration of Gray Whales. But in my secret heart it will always be the promis